Ou man, I am still so in love. For the person I can hardly belive someone so awesome can live between mere humans. For somebody who surpass us in so many levels it is hardly to express. For somebody who is afraid that doesn´t belong to this world. Probably doesn´t. It is to imperfect for her.
This love, this source of ideas, took me down, and hopefully it will help me to move forward, if I will not let it to overcome my strengh. It would paralyse me again.
I cannot aford the luxury of paralysation.
From some reason I have a feeling I finally understand what she wrote before. I just want to be next that person, next her natural herself, without any mask and lies and anythin. I wanna be next to her, breathe with her, drink to pure inspiration from her. Hope that she will not deny me.
I dont wanna anything from her, just please let me be next to you and learn.
I wanna learn...
P.S.: Snad mám příliš slovanské myšlení. Buď člověkem pohrdat, nebo ho nekriticky obdivovat. Ale snažím se být lepším člověkem, snažím se vnímat lidi jako sebe sama.
